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I'm a 36yr old, wife, wannabe mom, horticulturalist, halfass knitter, and sometimes runner, searching for my grace

Monday, March 30, 2009

not supposed to happen

A dear friend of mine recently miscarried. My heart aches for her, although there is nothing I can do. My friends are not supposed to have miscarriages, because I have taken the statistical bullet for all of them. It's bad enough that I have to suffer this, but it kills me to see their suffering. Shit the unfairness of life is so fucking crappy sometimes.

AF came late Friday afternoon, of course after my RE's office closes for the day. I am waiting to hear back from them this morning to find out if I am to follow the same protocol this cycle.


Meg said...

I am so sorry. Watching this happen to other people we love is often just as excruciating.

Hang in there.

Bluebird said...

I never realized it, but I feel the exact same way. I can handle it. I've "been there." My loved ones shouldn't have to. ((Hugs)) to you both.

Panamahat said...

So sorry. For both of you.

Living With Loss said...

Hi there

Just found your blog and wanted to say I'm sorry for all you've been through. Your blog really struck a chord with me as I've had 3 miscarriages.

I wish you lots of luck on your journey.

I look forward to reading more.