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I'm a 36yr old, wife, wannabe mom, horticulturalist, halfass knitter, and sometimes runner, searching for my grace

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Still Waiting.....

Ok I have a secret..... I love the Dixie Chicks.... I know I'm a cornball, but I do. I have been listening to the song, "Not ready to make nice". Part of the chorus is "Forgive..sounds good, forget I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything, but I'm still waiting"

I'm still waiting to feel like a whole person again

I'm still waiting to freaking ovulate...is anyone else perplexed by opk's?

I'm still waiting for my asparagus crowns to arrive

I'm still waiting for my niece to be born

I'm still waiting for grace and peace in my heart

I'm still waiting for more patience

I'm still waiting to stop crying

Tomorrow is my due date, I plan to take the day off. Taking a personal day to reflect and cry, putter around the house and take a long run, fix a nice dinner and hang out with my pets and dh.


Meg said...

I will be thinking of you tomorrow, what a nice plan to take good care of yourself.

As for OPKs, the only real accuracy I got was from the CBEFM. After a few cycles of Target brand sticks, I was getting the hand of it but really the fertility monitor was worth the cost for me...

Grad3 said...

I completely gave up on opks--- they always lied to me (whores!) Of course that had to do with the fact that I am pcos'er.

I am sorry that the day will suck... and I am thinking of you too.

Bluebird said...

That song's one of my favorites, too. Its just so freakin true!

Will be thinking of you tomorrow. Glad you're taking some time for yourself.

Grad3 said...

Guess I don't have to tell you that I nominated you--- I think that you rock :)