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I'm a 36yr old, wife, wannabe mom, horticulturalist, halfass knitter, and sometimes runner, searching for my grace

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

zero

Finally my beta is at zero. No more weekly blood draws whoo hoo! My Ob wants me to have an HSG done to make sure my tubes are clear next cycle, boo! I do not look forward to that experience again. Then he says we can try again the following cycle.

I still don't know where I stand on that. On trying again that is. I started therapy up again last week with a new therapist. It was ok, she is into neuro-feedback as well as talk therapy. I'm willing to give it a try. I'm reading Silent Sorority right now and Pamela Jeanne writes so well exactly what I am feeling.

My marriage is in the shitter right now and we've got to work this out before moving forward in any way. I'm not really sure how to approach this, but I am starting with working on me.

7 comments:

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Kelly said...

I'm so glad that your beta is back to zero. That must be a huge relief!

With all that's going on with you, it's great to start with yourself. (((HUGS)))

Illanare said...

I'm glad your beta is down properly. You've had such an awful time, I'm so sorry.

Thinking of you.

Panamahat said...

Great to hear your beta is down to zero already. No so good to hear your marriage is having a rough time of it. I agree that starting with yourself is the best idea. I hope your new counsellor turns out to be effective.

Misfits said...

Zero is a good place to be. That glass of wine was waiting for you. I'm sorry to hear about the marriage and am sending you my warmest, calmest thoughts as you go through this. I'm glad the ectopic is over and I'm hoping that that HSG is clear, too.

JJ said...

Lots of hugs...been thinking a lot about you.

Stacey said...

That's good news about the beta and the break from blood draws. Thinking of you as you move forward and make those tough decisions about trying again.

P.S. I thought Silent Sorority was a great book, too.