After calling my RE office 4 times, I found out the hospital didn't fax my results over, So one quick call to the lab and the results are in
Beta #2: 631 at 18 dpo
Today I go to my MFM to learn how to give myself the lovenox injections. I have an appointment for my first ultrasound July 13.
It has almost been a full year since my last miscarriage. I thought I would be better prepared this go around, not so much.. I have sudden surges of anxiety where I feel like I might burst into tears and then it passes. I hate this waiting to find out if it's viable or not. I cannot bear to see another empty sac, and then if there is a heartbeat, there is a whole other set of fears. Sometimes I wish I could be knocked out and hooked up to an IV for the next 3 weeks. I'm a little scared of the lovenox injections. Just the needles and bruising. I tried to watch a video on how to do it and I almost threw up.