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I'm a 36yr old, wife, wannabe mom, horticulturalist, halfass knitter, and sometimes runner, searching for my grace

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

mind f*ck

Ok, so I tested on Sunday (6dpo) afternoon, and got a BFN, but that was not fresh morning pee so I thought I should test again this morning and again BFN. So I assume this means the trigger is out of my system at 8dpo. I am worried this means maybe it didn't work. No one else seems to have their trigger gone this early. Maybe my cheap internet tests are no good. Last time I tested positive at 11dpo w/internet cheapies. I wish I would have tested earlier to know how long the trigger lasted in my system. I still have a little hope b/c this morning I woke up and my sense of smell seems to be uber sensitive and my breasts are slightly sore.

I hate when I do this to myself. I have been going running just 2 miles and slow, also listening to my relaxation cd which is helpful too. My plan is to test again Thursday and Friday. The timing of all this is almost exactly the same as last time, hopefully this one will have a better outcome.

I feel like a crazy maniac.

6 comments:

Sue said...

I'm sorry you don't have any answers right now - not knowing is hard. I am also hoping for a better outcome this time.

JJ said...

Been thinking a lot about you!

Suzie Homemaker said...

Don't go crazy, yet! Women with a faster metabolism will lose the HCG quicker than other women! I swear it! Ask a doctor and they'll tell you so. Keep hoping and I'll keep praying!

Emily said...

Im pretty sure my trigger was gone by 8 dpo last time.

Andie said...

I understand why you feel like a maniac. RPL has to be the biggest mind fuck there is.

About the trigger - actually I know heaps of people who have it gone by 6-8dpo. It depends on the dose too. Sounds like you can test for reals in a few days.

Grad3 said...

I hate this time period- no pun intended. I hope that it's just to early... hang in there!