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North Carolina, United States
I'm a 36yr old, wife, wannabe mom, horticulturalist, halfass knitter, and sometimes runner, searching for my grace

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

here we go again

We are on vacation right now it's raining so I am blogging. DH is out fishing in the rain, and I am waiting for it to stop so I can go on a run. I am one of those weird people who exercise while on vacation. Maybe it somehow cancels out all the beer. I ovulated early this cycle so it appears I will be start my period Sunday. This means we will begin our last try at having a baby biologically. So next week will be clomood rage followed by menapur, trigger shot and timed intercourse. Whee! Last week I met with a new OB. Dr. T (Thanks for the recommendation JJ) was great and agreed to monitor me through this process. I asked if I could bypass the happy baby package nurse appt. initially until it was clear I would make it through the first trimester. He agreed to that. That in itself is a huge relief. I've had that appt. too many times already. Once I have positive beta I will make an appt. for an intralipid infusion in Chicago. So I will keep you posted as we get on this roller coaster again. Maybe this time will be a better ending.

Oh... I found this beautiful necklace here on the island at a little gallery I always shop at. It' sterling silver with a dragonfly and this quotation etched on it "Gracefulness has been defined to be the outward expression of the inward harmony of the soul. Grace must find expression in life. Grace glides on blistered feet. Grace is the refinement of your soul through time"

As always I am trying to find my grace.


JJ said...

Enjoy your vacation!

Oh it just makes me SO HAPPY to know that you met with Dr. T--I love that man. He will take such good care of you!

Really hope we get to meet for coffee one day soon--long time coming!

Love the necklace--and you know Im here cheering you on every step of the way!

Sue said...

Good luck on all counts - I'm joining the cheering section with JJ!

Andie said...

Good luck! Love the necklace.

Also, your what IF post moved me to tears.

Good Timing said...

Good luck to you this cycle with the new OB!! :) I love the necklace. For my birthday this year a friend gave me a necklace that says, "Love Grows Love". I have been wearing it pretty consistently and have to admit got a little teary eyed when I opened it.

Panamahat said...

How is your week going so far? I am so hoping this cycle works out. Right now I am in Gonal F rage from HELL, and commiserate with your clomid mood-to-be. Hang in there. And don't forget to VENT AWAY. Not only do I understand, I love to vent along with you!!

Sending a full load of hugs your way.

Misfits said...

I just want to say thanks for stopping by today. it was rough, but I really appreciated the support. Lordy we have a lot in common. I'll be keeping up as best as I can from here on out.

I love North Carolina. Have you had h.oop c.heese? (I know it sounds nasty, but the farme.r's al.liance in Siler City has the most amazing marmalade and sells that crazy stuff in the back.)